goodbye

Josh

31 Oct 2001 - 19 Aug 2008

go west

meooowwww...

myo's away on reservist at the northwest side of singapore. fortunately i am bonding very well with his niece here in the east and is not too affected by his absence. which seems to bother an already agitated myo.

i don't know whether it's because of that that he's not planning to take me to his temporary shift to the northeast side of the island immediately after his camouflage stint. his excuse is that i will get irritable if i'm forced to adjust at the interim place. he has promised that i will eventually join him at his own new pad in north in january. (you following?)

which is silly of myo actually. one, i value my independence too much to care about missing him. two, myo's almost building home west side these days that it seems rather lavish to be paying rent instead at the temporary northeast apartment. (confused yet?)

myo's decision, though extravagant, is rationalized by a recent quibble with the sib. which explains why he can't just wait for his flat to be ready. having been the first single person to move out of the family house in central singapore when he was 25 while the rest moved out because of marriage, myo's not one to be comfortable living with others' follies.

but maybe myo's learnt something from the movie as to not give up his own apartment too soon despite playing house. oh well, i still hope i see him for the weekends. cos, if i don't, i'll just end up in a hole.... meoooowwwww......

cheap

meeooowww

if u're wondering why i'm still up that's because i'm forced, i repeat, forced to entertain myo while he's keeping awake. just so he can sleep on the coach to kl early tomorrow morning. myo's strange that way.

while his friends like weetz or godma kah mun travel further on the globe for work on a flight no less, myo has to be contented with a 4-5 hours coach ride to the neighboring country. to learn something from the team so as he can come back home and report on how to do things even cheaper for a project due later part of the year. yes, cheapER.


luckily, myo's not on a complaining mode these days. after all, he's been assured good company during the evenings, so i hear...

prurrrrrr.....

being real

mmeeeeeooowwWww.....

conditional love

prurrrrrrrrr.....

myo's home and apparently will be domestic for the next 2 weeks unless he decided to go somewhere nearby. i overheard that he will be doing some freelance uncommitted independent work while he's clearing his last year's leave.

he's been rather engaged despite the rare lull period in the office. yesterday he was at the other end of the island looking for some organic produce from the farms. this must be the company he's keeping these days. but apart from the smitten distraction, myo's also busy playing mother theresa to these two vagabonds:


and to think i was initially flattered with the attention before finding out they were both males. they were just loitering outside the house hoping to get some love food from myo. but because i have been a little jealous protective, myo can only afford to be big-hearted outside the gate. there are some things you just don't share...

meoowwwww....

crazy world we live in

3 abused cats dead at Pasir Ris St 21


no penalty is enough. no blame is enough. no remorse is enough. to bring them back.


no excuse, no explanation, no justification can ever absolve what you did.


i hope they find you. fast. and i hope you will get what you deserve. you f@#$ing crazy motherf@#$er.

devil won't recognize you

meooowwwww.....

i am bored. i have nothing to write about lately because i have not seen anything amiss with myo i can talk about. he seems... happy? do take note the question mark here is obviously my wry outlook of the change.

"only sad people blog" that's what i came across from some random posting.

i have not seen him sad; i have not seen him stressed; and most appalling, i have not seen him angry (which is a big deal when it comes to myo). he even talks funny nowadays. and yes that's me being cynical again...

meowwww...